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I hope that by exchanging interests, insights, and all the feels, we can encourage each other to find our truths; to live what we love and follow our hearts to make ways for a more conscious, loving world.

embracing it all (and learning a lot along the way)

embracing it all (and learning a lot along the way)

I've been finding myself a bit stuck with my writing - sometimes feeling as though I have nothing to say, or as though I don't feel the connection and flow between the words and my thoughts/feelings. And I don't want to neglect this space or let anyone (ultimately myself) down by being inconsistent with writing. 

But at the same time, I don't want to be too hard on myself for not posting everyday like I intended, or feel wrong or bad about it. Because I've been noticing that it stems from me trying as best as I can to be present with myself and the happenings within my life. It's me trying to find a balance within all that is: to write, I have to take time to read. To talk and spread awareness on things, I have to listen and learn about these things. 

And I realize that that is with all things in life. Or better yet, this is life - of finding balance within all things. I think a lot of it comes down to this - finding a happy median between being human yet of spirit, of giving and of taking. Of light and dark, with the ups and the downs. 

I've been doing a lot of thinking and re-evaluating since starting this blog. I've been thinking of the initial vision for it and for myself, and have been trying to find balance between the different aspects I want to bring to it. I envisioned writing for myself, yes, but also in a way where it's not too scattered and in-my-head so that it can be relate-able and presentable to others. I'm working on balancing to create a writing style in between the way I would write in my journal and writing for a public feed. And I guess that comes with experience and finding my niche in bringing the words out of me gracefully.

For today, I write from a space of vulnerability and I write pretending that this is my journal. This is me figuring it out - me trying to find a balance. And this space will stay sacred to me, and allow me to find balance and stay authentic the whole way. I hope that you will forgive me and excuse that I may miss days of writing, I may write sounding like a wreck at times, or sound like a different person depending on how I want to express myself that day. All in all, it's still me. And I'm still human. Living and learning the process.

For today, I practice balance and authenticity. I am not mad at myself for how I feel, or for what I can't do. I just am. And shit that feels enough for me right now. Today was a great day, by the way. Lots of new things and changes to come (after I sort it out and get some stuff down on paper). Thank you for the patience and the love.

Today, we are well. 

Today is now, and now is always. 

xx Nene

 

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