greetings/reminders from here y now
12/31/2018 Miyazaki, Japan.
last year I spent new years eve meditating with yoga and kirtan and was so sure that I was so in control and aware, dwelling in the highest of vibrations. and although this year has been epic, looking back on this past years journey, I can say I’ve fucked up more than I could ever have imagined - I’ve hurt loved ones, I’ve lost more money than I’ve made, and the list can go on.
I don’t share this to give you the negative, I share this to remind you that you’re not alone in your ups and downs and all the heaviness. we’ve all got some bumps and thorns on the path, we’re all riding this wild wave, dancing through this human experience together. and look at us - we are still here. after all those days we thought we couldn’t see the light anymore, the times we’ve cried until our faces swelled up, and after all the times we wanted to give up.. we’re still here.
although I can say this year has been the most lost I’ve been, I can also say that I’m excited to know that I still have so much to learn and so much room to grow. a teaching and endless practice of self-love, self-respect, forgiveness, understanding, patience, trust, strength, and balance. of love. love love and more love.
it’s such a beautiful time to be alive, to be here on this planet in this plane/realm here and now.
remember that you came to earth and chose this time to come for a reason. you are here on purpose with purpose. and each encounter, each experience “good” y “bad”, each thought and feeling is a reflection, a seed planted on this journey of your soul. spiraling home to the stars. learning living growing sharing giving receiving loving and evolving.
my heart is filled with gratitude and abundance, of a deep knowingness that we are meant and right on track. all is unfolding in divine timing. you are a child of the Universe, you come from the cosmos and you are here to experience it all. you as me as we as us.
so give yourself some credit, relax a bit and let the journey feel good. the journey is full of ups and downs, but rather than looking ahead to the “goal”, understand that the journey is the goal. and you are here. HERE Y NOW, this is everything. each moment, to be intimate with the present is what it means to be truly alive..
thank yourself, the you that you are right now - not the you that you expected to be by now, or the you that you are asked to be, or the you that you are chasing to be. thank your experiences, your wins and losses, thank your surroundings, your lovers haters, teachers, and all the seeds. here’s to the process. here’s to your journey, to our evolution. spiraling home to a one love y finding flow through all the feels~ xx one luv
2 0 1 9 !!! Happy New Year!
What do you want the new year to be like for you? What teachings, understandings, achievements, and vibration do you want 2019 to bring and hold for you? Take a moment to set a few intentions and think about what you would like 2019 to bring your way. As you take this moment, take a breath to slow down, count your blessings, and say to yourself: I GOT THIS. I F*CKING GOT THIS!!!! Trust that your intentions have been heard, and that they will be fulfilled in the divine timing, in the best ways you move through the year.
Speak things into action. Manifest through determination and a deep trust, a knowingness that all is going as planned, as written (maktub). Practice balance. Be gentle with yourself. Forgive yourself. Find and hold gratitude.
YOU/WE GOT THIS!!!!
(reminders to self, hopefully for you too xx)
one love and many blessings~ may this year be filled with love and light, inspiration and insight,
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